I'm very unhappy about all of the tension.

I didnt say one thing or anything about the situation.

I'm probably going to be updating even less x_x Start work Monday.

My cousin that I grew up with is in the hospital. She was jumped by a man and a woman. The man being atleast twice her size. She has several fractured vertebrae, a crushed faced and internal injuries, including a damaged kidney. She is back in the ER right due to vomiting blood. She has to have facial reconstructive surgery. So please pray for her to get well. Not only for her sake because shes undoubtedly brought this upon her self, but also for her one year old son.

I really just want to know where all of my friends are.

Or even who they are.

The other day I went to gallery hop is Joel and Am. I've been asked to dress lolita for Dreama's movie and some of the filming was done that day so I wore my red OP and spent a lot of time on my hair, coordinating everything else and I really hated it. I like lolita still but I by no means enjoy dressing in it. I don't think I'll wear any more lolita after this movie is done. I'm still into boy's style but fundamental Lolita not so much. I think the last time I wore lolita and enjoyed it was when I was in bowling green and ran around with Rini and Kuma x_x it kinda died for me after that.

I really miss dressing more Visual Kei, a bunch of punky clothes, dark makeup and teased hair.

Visual Kei is special in my heart. Sorry Lolita/Decora/Gyaru.

I went to the short north tonight and went into Karavan again. I meant to take pictures in there before its a turkish store!

I always think of my darling Fulya in here!

( Huge pictures of turkish things )

Lately all I've been doing is listening to Korean music and now everyone on my flist is too XD so It's making me excited.

I also thought I would update since I haven't lately~ but that's because there is not really anything to update about I have been doing nothing at all significant. My younger step sister was here visiting last week though, I really can't stand her and It's not because shes my step sister or whatever shes just plain annoying. So I stayed away from mom's house as much as possible. She makes me make rawr-y faces.

Mom made me laugh today she told me "You did what jesus would do and that's all that matters" lolololol. lol. In reference to trying to be nice to said step sister.

She also tried to coax me to stay at her house last night with pot, when I told her I didn't smoke she said "but you could~" Shes really an odd mother.

My current boom is korean music like I said earlier so I figured I'd list the bands i've been listening to so if you're interested or already like them we could chat or something XD

Said bands/artists: Big bang, Se7en, 2ne1, Super Junior, DBSK/TVXQ, 4Minute, Wondergirls (who are touring the US now, with the Jonas brothers *rolls*), FTIsland and KARA. I think that's it but I'm freakin' tired.

I've been so tired for the past few weeks. (;_;)
It's really sucks because I get plenty of sleep I just don't sleep well.

I had the most crack tastic dream EVER (x____x)
I dreamt that I was dating some homotastic Latino man named Clair de Lune.
I woke up multiple times so I also had the second most crack-tastic dream EVER.
My second dream I attend Karate class with none other than Shinji from SID. XD
When I woke up I thought "How badass would it be if Shinji took Karate?" but really hes too goofy for something like martial arts. He would get reprimanded a lot but he'd be really hot anyways. With his serious expression and gi.

I feel like crap my head hurts, my chest hurts, my stomache hurts, my back hurts and I can't sleep. it's insane!

I forgot to mention all of the stuff I got for my birthday also.
I got
- Blue Nintendo DSi from my mom
- Devil Survivor from my dad
- 100 Chupa Chups from Mansa
- AkuRoku print from Cat (at Acen XD)
- Acen hotel room from Am (At Acen these were all early)
- Cards from my Grandma and Grandpa

I think that's it and everyone wished me a happy birthday ♥

Stolen from misosiru

Leave a comment with a song that reminds you of me and either an explanation of why it does or the lyrics that remind you of me and I'll do the same for you.!

Hung out with magicfanatic and lovecream today!


I was Gyaru today!



I had a lot of fun!!! We went to Tensuke Market and walked around.

Found this.


I'll believe him and use it when my condition gets bad.


It's good medicine.

I apologize for all the updates but I felt Billy needed his own.
So what else is on my mind today~ Jrock. Which you might think "of coarse" but really I've been into other fandoms more lately like Reborn! and Ouran.

So here are things I'm going to talk about. XD
First off I noticed a while ago he took our his peircings and theres no doubt its because hes getting married

but its really hard for me to look at him and see him as Miyavi anymore. I know hes the same person and I'm really happy for him but he just looks so off.

Secondly Hakuei's new fashion choices.

Sometimes I want to go "You're an almost 40 year old man." but when his thighs look THAT good in fishnets I can't complain.

Lastly.

I've been out of the An Cafe fan base for a while. Thought I stand by don't blame Takuya for their music sucking blame Bou for leaving!

Edit: ONE MORE THING I'm not saying hes a copy cat

because Ruka's hot when he dresses like Hakuei but he should really give Hakuei back his clothes.

Did you guys hear about Billy Mays?

He was found dead this morning.
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,529328,00.html
Pft yeah right.

Farah, Micheal, Billy, Sky. I think they we're all just criminals and it was Kira!
I'm kidding that's mean (;m;)

I'm in better spirits after reading SID's blogs XD They always make me laugh and I was way behind!

but really I shouldnt read them because things like
Knz demolishing Aki at the UFO catcher makes me ridiculously happy.

Another thing that makes me happy to the point of stupidity is the Tatsurou Hitsugi Interveiw from last year, I just saw someone translate it yesterday (not that I had looked for it before) but its so funny! astraphile rocks for that Translations

Please don't look for me.

Working on a new layout ;_; its not great but I like it anyways
hakuhide

So the weirdest thing right XD

I set a theme for my journal and... It had saved my custom CSS which I didn't know LJ did because I made this layout atleast a year ago XD but there it was randomly

got home from the hospital and i'm really annoyed with everything XD

Mostly my Dad.

I want to work on some costumes or something to pass the time I might go pick up my tunic fabric from Dan's and start on link.

The reason i'm light instead of L.
There is an entire chocolate cake sitting next to me and its solely for me


I dont crave it at all

Leaving to the hospital in about an hour, going to stay the night with mom so I'll update sometime tomorrow ♥